IGetsItCrunk
09-07-2005, 04:41 PM
“Lost of one love, Beginning of a New One”
A simple day, I decide to meet my girlfriend for a romantic night out in town. We as to meet at an upscale resraunt for dinner. But I show up in my best suite only to find that she wasn’t there yet, I decided to wait for a while. A while turned into hours. Two hours of waiting for her to show up, which she never did. Mad and very upset I stormed out of the place. I tried calling her phone many times while waiting on her but every time I try I get a busy single. I must’ve left like 20 messages on her phone. I thought to myself why she would stand me up like that knowing that I’m a man of respect and class. I then decided to head back home and wait to hear from her.
Thirty minutes later I’m ten minutes away from my home, I had gotten really angry thinking bout how she had treated me, I thought why go home and wait for her to call me when she had me waiting for a long period of time for her to show up for dinner. I thought to myself oh hell no I want an answer now. I dangerously turned the car around and decided to take the 15 minute trip to her place of resident.
On my way there I think to myself that things between us have been great in the past. But when I really think of things happing recently, she really has been showing clues that’s she is not as interested as she was before. I thought to myself I just hope that she isn’t cheating on me or anything more serious than that, but wait what’s more serious than cheating in a relationship. Minutes later I arrive at her place. There is no sign of her car; I assumed her roommate borrowed as she usually does sometimes. I make my way to the door step, I heard faint sounds, I knocked on the door, no answer, and again I knocked louder still no answer. I remember that the key was hidden under the plant so I got it and opened the door the sounds got then got louder. They where sounds of pleasure and ecstasy. I knew something was very wrong. As my heart beat with angry and neverousim I proceeded to the bedroom which I knew she was at. Closer and closer I get, louder and louder the sounds get, finally I’m there at the door to scared to open it. Finally I work up the courage to open it.
The door is finally open, I stand there in awe as I see her with another man in her bed, and the picture is too bad to explain. Caron she screams what are you doing here; I remind her that we were to eat out together. Fuck it I said it’s over; I make my way out of the room, downstairs. She ran out behind me trying to fix things but I wasn’t having it, I told her one last time its over. She looked at me a cried, telling me she was sorry that it was a mistake. I told her that’s how you feel now; u dint feel that way when you was fucking behind my back did you. It’s your lost I said. With that done I made my way outside into the car. I then decided to go get something to eat. It’s when I’m very upset I eat, I thought to myself why did she do this to me. Why what did I do wrong to her, nothing, nothing I treated her like a queen and this is what I get in return. I finally reached a place that was open late. I went inside and ordered something to eat. My mind was wondering like crazy with thoughts and questions as to how I’m going to get my life back on track, how I’m going to find a women that can be with me only and respect me for the person I am.
A thousands thoughts I had, suddenly went away when this beautiful waitress came before me to take my order. I sat their wordless, unable to speak a word. She was really a beauty divined. She was truly the most amazing being I’d ever laid eyes on. Her physical appearance was mind bogging. She was tall, with these beautiful long black legs of a goddess in heels, her body were truly shaped like a model. Her hair was long and sexy. Her eyes were the color of almond. But it was truly her smile that really uplifted me, as she had the smile of a kid on x-mas. Can I take your order she asked me, but I dint answer, earth to stranger, earth to you she said twice. I finally came back to earth. She asked me was I okay I said no. She asked me would I like to talk about it. I answered maybe. She was like okay let me get a cup of coffee for you as I’m bout to take my break.
I told her that she dint have to do that, but she insisted on doing so. She came back with a warm cup of coffee. And sat besides me and asked me what was wrong. I explained to her how what happen earlier today. Finally after telling her the whole nine yards, she told me that my ex should have never done that to me, that I was a nice person that treated her nice and expected to be treated the same. She told me that she would have never done that to me that I seemed like a good person deep down inside. I was suddenly uplifted by this. I told her that she had just made my day. Then there comes that beautiful smile of hers again. It made me happy to know that she cared.
Then things got really serious. She told me that she was really feeling me, but that there was something that she had to tell me that I may not like. I told her that there could be nothing bout you that I wouldn’t like, you’re perfect in all ways. That’s when she blurted out I’m a transsexual. I stood there in awe, trying to think what’s going on. But I rethought this through, I dint see her as a man, or a transsexual. I saw her simply as a person that cared, a person that’s honest and real. She asked me did that scare me. I told her no that it dint bother me, that I don’t see her that way. She smiled that smile again and told me that most guys run away. I told her that I’m not most guys I’m a real man that don’t care bout all that, I just want to be with someone that’s respectful of peoples feelings and knows how to treat me right.
Man we talked all night at the late dinner. I had never met anyone like her before. She told me that it was getting to late and asked me to retreat with her to her place, instead I said lets go to mines. That’s cool she said. She got her things and left with me to my place. On the ride home we talked some more and laughed some more. This was a woman that I was beginning to love despise the fact that I had just had a recent breakup. Minutes later we finally arrive at my place. I proceed to open her door and walk her to my door. Finally we are inside my place where she looks around. She tells me that I’m really a special person that I have a really wonderful taste of style. I ask her would she like anything to drink. No she said but instead she told me that she would really like to get to know me better. So we sat down in the living room and turned on some slow playing music. We then started talking, and things got so hot and so passionate as we got closer and closer, suddenly out of nowhere she places a kiss on my lips. So sweet so passionate the kiss was. It lit me like fire. My whole body was taking over by her seductiveness, the kisses got even more and fierier as each one was longer and longer.
I was getting more and more aroused for her, suddenly I said that I’ve never done this before, with a girl like you I mean. But she assured me that it was nothing different. She told me just let it be let it happen. Let yourself go. And man did I let my self go. I really got into her as picked up her supple body and carried her up stairs to the master bedroom. I laid her down carefully and looked into her eyes and told her that, you are the new beginning to my life, that you are what make me tick now. From that point and on we made love so good that it was likes days up in there. It was so hot and so good that I never wanted it to stop. We both loved one another, and caressed each other in utter ecstasy from the passionate. Unable to let her go when it was over I told her that. You really are something especially you make me smile when others can’t. You really make my day. There no way that I can every let you go. She tells me that it was fate that we met today that she was very glad that she had this chance to get to know me because she will never ever forget me and that we will be the beginning of something new and excited.
We just laid there in bed cuddling for the rest of the day. A lost of one love I thought, but the beginning of a new one. And that new one is you Amanda, but she was too sleepy to hear me. I thought to myself what a day, WHAT A DAY! I drifted off to sleep with my future love.
To this day we are still going strong and going out and doing things every couple does, we are freaky and all that shit but we are together and we do what it takes to stay together. I truly love her and she loves me. Life has never been better. I thank lord that he gave me this chance, and this time I’m not letting it go to waste. I love you Amanda. I truly do.
-caron goodwin
A simple day, I decide to meet my girlfriend for a romantic night out in town. We as to meet at an upscale resraunt for dinner. But I show up in my best suite only to find that she wasn’t there yet, I decided to wait for a while. A while turned into hours. Two hours of waiting for her to show up, which she never did. Mad and very upset I stormed out of the place. I tried calling her phone many times while waiting on her but every time I try I get a busy single. I must’ve left like 20 messages on her phone. I thought to myself why she would stand me up like that knowing that I’m a man of respect and class. I then decided to head back home and wait to hear from her.
Thirty minutes later I’m ten minutes away from my home, I had gotten really angry thinking bout how she had treated me, I thought why go home and wait for her to call me when she had me waiting for a long period of time for her to show up for dinner. I thought to myself oh hell no I want an answer now. I dangerously turned the car around and decided to take the 15 minute trip to her place of resident.
On my way there I think to myself that things between us have been great in the past. But when I really think of things happing recently, she really has been showing clues that’s she is not as interested as she was before. I thought to myself I just hope that she isn’t cheating on me or anything more serious than that, but wait what’s more serious than cheating in a relationship. Minutes later I arrive at her place. There is no sign of her car; I assumed her roommate borrowed as she usually does sometimes. I make my way to the door step, I heard faint sounds, I knocked on the door, no answer, and again I knocked louder still no answer. I remember that the key was hidden under the plant so I got it and opened the door the sounds got then got louder. They where sounds of pleasure and ecstasy. I knew something was very wrong. As my heart beat with angry and neverousim I proceeded to the bedroom which I knew she was at. Closer and closer I get, louder and louder the sounds get, finally I’m there at the door to scared to open it. Finally I work up the courage to open it.
The door is finally open, I stand there in awe as I see her with another man in her bed, and the picture is too bad to explain. Caron she screams what are you doing here; I remind her that we were to eat out together. Fuck it I said it’s over; I make my way out of the room, downstairs. She ran out behind me trying to fix things but I wasn’t having it, I told her one last time its over. She looked at me a cried, telling me she was sorry that it was a mistake. I told her that’s how you feel now; u dint feel that way when you was fucking behind my back did you. It’s your lost I said. With that done I made my way outside into the car. I then decided to go get something to eat. It’s when I’m very upset I eat, I thought to myself why did she do this to me. Why what did I do wrong to her, nothing, nothing I treated her like a queen and this is what I get in return. I finally reached a place that was open late. I went inside and ordered something to eat. My mind was wondering like crazy with thoughts and questions as to how I’m going to get my life back on track, how I’m going to find a women that can be with me only and respect me for the person I am.
A thousands thoughts I had, suddenly went away when this beautiful waitress came before me to take my order. I sat their wordless, unable to speak a word. She was really a beauty divined. She was truly the most amazing being I’d ever laid eyes on. Her physical appearance was mind bogging. She was tall, with these beautiful long black legs of a goddess in heels, her body were truly shaped like a model. Her hair was long and sexy. Her eyes were the color of almond. But it was truly her smile that really uplifted me, as she had the smile of a kid on x-mas. Can I take your order she asked me, but I dint answer, earth to stranger, earth to you she said twice. I finally came back to earth. She asked me was I okay I said no. She asked me would I like to talk about it. I answered maybe. She was like okay let me get a cup of coffee for you as I’m bout to take my break.
I told her that she dint have to do that, but she insisted on doing so. She came back with a warm cup of coffee. And sat besides me and asked me what was wrong. I explained to her how what happen earlier today. Finally after telling her the whole nine yards, she told me that my ex should have never done that to me, that I was a nice person that treated her nice and expected to be treated the same. She told me that she would have never done that to me that I seemed like a good person deep down inside. I was suddenly uplifted by this. I told her that she had just made my day. Then there comes that beautiful smile of hers again. It made me happy to know that she cared.
Then things got really serious. She told me that she was really feeling me, but that there was something that she had to tell me that I may not like. I told her that there could be nothing bout you that I wouldn’t like, you’re perfect in all ways. That’s when she blurted out I’m a transsexual. I stood there in awe, trying to think what’s going on. But I rethought this through, I dint see her as a man, or a transsexual. I saw her simply as a person that cared, a person that’s honest and real. She asked me did that scare me. I told her no that it dint bother me, that I don’t see her that way. She smiled that smile again and told me that most guys run away. I told her that I’m not most guys I’m a real man that don’t care bout all that, I just want to be with someone that’s respectful of peoples feelings and knows how to treat me right.
Man we talked all night at the late dinner. I had never met anyone like her before. She told me that it was getting to late and asked me to retreat with her to her place, instead I said lets go to mines. That’s cool she said. She got her things and left with me to my place. On the ride home we talked some more and laughed some more. This was a woman that I was beginning to love despise the fact that I had just had a recent breakup. Minutes later we finally arrive at my place. I proceed to open her door and walk her to my door. Finally we are inside my place where she looks around. She tells me that I’m really a special person that I have a really wonderful taste of style. I ask her would she like anything to drink. No she said but instead she told me that she would really like to get to know me better. So we sat down in the living room and turned on some slow playing music. We then started talking, and things got so hot and so passionate as we got closer and closer, suddenly out of nowhere she places a kiss on my lips. So sweet so passionate the kiss was. It lit me like fire. My whole body was taking over by her seductiveness, the kisses got even more and fierier as each one was longer and longer.
I was getting more and more aroused for her, suddenly I said that I’ve never done this before, with a girl like you I mean. But she assured me that it was nothing different. She told me just let it be let it happen. Let yourself go. And man did I let my self go. I really got into her as picked up her supple body and carried her up stairs to the master bedroom. I laid her down carefully and looked into her eyes and told her that, you are the new beginning to my life, that you are what make me tick now. From that point and on we made love so good that it was likes days up in there. It was so hot and so good that I never wanted it to stop. We both loved one another, and caressed each other in utter ecstasy from the passionate. Unable to let her go when it was over I told her that. You really are something especially you make me smile when others can’t. You really make my day. There no way that I can every let you go. She tells me that it was fate that we met today that she was very glad that she had this chance to get to know me because she will never ever forget me and that we will be the beginning of something new and excited.
We just laid there in bed cuddling for the rest of the day. A lost of one love I thought, but the beginning of a new one. And that new one is you Amanda, but she was too sleepy to hear me. I thought to myself what a day, WHAT A DAY! I drifted off to sleep with my future love.
To this day we are still going strong and going out and doing things every couple does, we are freaky and all that shit but we are together and we do what it takes to stay together. I truly love her and she loves me. Life has never been better. I thank lord that he gave me this chance, and this time I’m not letting it go to waste. I love you Amanda. I truly do.
-caron goodwin