My Last 24 Hours

[Angela_Deren]

(Posted this on HA too, but wanted a more female perspective on this as well)

Between the last 24 hours, I've had some interesting things happen for myself...

I have profiles on various websites, some mentioning I'm trans, and some that don't unless you look very, very carefully at the text. Anyways, I got a message from a GG, my age, who lives nearby and was just looking for friends. I pointed her to the thing on my profile that might make you think I'm trans, and she asked about it (but trying not to offend in case she was wrong). She became very interested and we talked for a long time. The next day, I went over her house to visit (she lives with her bf) and that eventually turned into a brief 3-some, but mostly a one-on-one with me and her (wasn't that attracted to the guy). Why is this so interesting to me? It was actually my first time having sex with a GG, and while I found certain aspects fun (foreplay and kissing mostly, didn't get to do one thing I've wanted to try) I couldn't help but think the whole time how I wish that body was mine :( Wondering where it'll go from here and if this was just a one night thing or if I just made a new couple friends who'll be wonderful support as I progress. Honestly, I'd just love a GG to go shopping with Smile I'm going over other details about the experience in my head but not sure what I've concluded yet.

I started seeing a therapist today :) She is very, very cool and I got to cover a lot of topics and she seems like she'll be very helpful in getting me where I want to be. Feels really good to totally confide in yet another person. Only started telling old friends last month and I'm not sure who to tell next, lol...

Anyways, need to cut this semi-short to do some other work, but just had to get out these thoughts. I'll probably be in the chat room tonight if anyone wants to. Peace 8)

[Arianna]

(Posted this on HA too, but wanted a more female perspective on this as well)

Between the last 24 hours, I've had some interesting things happen for myself...

I have profiles on various websites, some mentioning I'm trans, and some that don't unless you look very, very carefully at the text. Anyways, I got a message from a GG, my age, who lives nearby and was just looking for friends. I pointed her to the thing on my profile that might make you think I'm trans, and she asked about it (but trying not to offend in case she was wrong). She became very interested and we talked for a long time. The next day, I went over her house to visit (she lives with her bf) and that eventually turned into a brief 3-some, but mostly a one-on-one with me and her (wasn't that attracted to the guy). Why is this so interesting to me? It was actually my first time having sex with a GG, and while I found certain aspects fun (foreplay and kissing mostly, didn't get to do one thing I've wanted to try) I couldn't help but think the whole time how I wish that body was mine :( Wondering where it'll go from here and if this was just a one night thing or if I just made a new couple friends who'll be wonderful support as I progress. Honestly, I'd just love a GG to go shopping with Smile I'm going over other details about the experience in my head but not sure what I've concluded yet.

I started seeing a therapist today :) She is very, very cool and I got to cover a lot of topics and she seems like she'll be very helpful in getting me where I want to be. Feels really good to totally confide in yet another person. Only started telling old friends last month and I'm not sure who to tell next, lol...

Anyways, need to cut this semi-short to do some other work, but just had to get out these thoughts. I'll probably be in the chat room tonight if anyone wants to. Peace 8)Congrats on finding a therapist that you feel comfortable with. It's really important to have somebody who's objective, and can give you reality checks when you need 'em.

My own experience with GG's is that, although I do sometimes feel attracted to them, I can't seem to get what I emotionally need. They can be great friends on a platonic level, and occasionally making out can be fun too. :) Sexually tho', I've yet be with one that I didn't end up feeling I was with only out of a basic need for human intimacy. But everyone is different, and some things you have to figure out by experimenting.

[Angela_Deren]

Congrats on finding a therapist that you feel comfortable with. It's really important to have somebody who's objective, and can give you reality checks when you need 'em.

My own experience with GG's is that, although I do sometimes feel attracted to them, I can't seem to get what I emotionally need. They can be great friends on a platonic level, and occasionally making out can be fun too. :) Sexually tho', I've yet be with one that I didn't end up feeling I was with only out of a basic need for human intimacy. But everyone is different, and some things you have to figure out by experimenting.

Yeah, I just kinda rolled with it the first time (will there be a next time?). I tried my best to figure out what they each wanted beforehand, but didn't seem to get far with that. We'll see how my next conversation with either of them goes.

[Harrys Boy]

Im just wondering, the people you met you had only started speaking to them the day before? is that correct, because ive always thought it takes along time to find out how genuine people are online.

[Angela_Deren]

Yeah, I almost never meet people from online. Too sketchy, but in this case I just had a good feeling about it and there were numberous things to make this feel legit. Nevertheless, I still told a friend where I'd be and had my had her number entered into my phone so all I'd have to do is press "send" if need be, lol.