TRANSPOETRY

[Transsexual702]

YOU'RE NOT IN THIS ALONE GIRLFRIEND

There’s a woman in you
The best word to describe is Transsexuality
You’re responsible while transitioning
Looking towards to feeling complete
Then you’ll return home as the beautiful lady that you were meant to be

Setting hearts on fire isn’t new
Knowing that men will always be there in every way
But don’t need one near to make it throughout the day
With or without you’re happy

Men will always want to take you home
Leaving those who desperate and ignorant alone
Knowing who will be ringing your phone daily

Never in your attention to do them wrong
Singing out loud to your favorite song
You are who you are for so long and a very proud lady

Others ask what you already know
In time you’ll also be able to grow
For it gets better when they can relate
It’s great when you can be yourself and blow someone’s mind
Then is when they will discover
And want you to make their house a happy home within time

The lady that happens to be in the picture
It possibly may be you
It possibly may be me
To tell you the truth
It goes beyond what others think or see
There’s nothing wrong with Transsexuality

So keep your head up and be strong
You’re not in this life alone
I would never tell you wrong
We’re the most admired lovely ladies

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
8/20/2005

[Transsexual702]

MY GUY


I finally met the right man after like my 3rd try
I can’t tell a lie instantly I’ve fallen in love
He took his time no doubts about anything
Now I’m the one he’s always thinking of
Although many still tries to make me their one and only
But their communication skills are so bad
Nevertheless on TGPixel I’ve found him and I’m not mad
He’s been out with a couple of other Transsexual ladies
Also learned that true beauty is within the soul and can’t be seen
Took several years to find someone who would at least treat him good
I just so happen to be the lucky girl who he knew that would
Now that I’m by your side there’s no need to feel like you’re lonely
You smile and say that you are so glad
and losing one another would make us sad

He has always dreamed of a Transgendered girl
How she would be his one and only
That he’ll love, want, need and always trust
I’ve also always dreamed of the perfect guy
Fall in love
Someone who would always respect me
Someone who would caress my body slightly
Even if he bites me
And when I’m under the weather kiss and hold me tightly

I can not stop but try to make the world better
He’s the perfect guy and we plan to remain together
Even today it’s getting better and I’ll remain his forever
He shares this story with his family and friends in regards to how he met her
Then I smile because he’s describing me and that’s why
I’ve fallen in love because he’s one hell of a supporting guy
I’m not standing behind him but by his side

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
Aug 21, 2005

[etture]

These are poems I wrote to my love I mailed them from different cities I was in cali.It had been three yrs since I wrote a poem its the wonderful things she inspires in me.The longing to see her again and hold her


Sunrise
Did I ever believe heavens sun will rise
for I have slumber for so long
waiting for our hearts to be baptize
I did when your lyric resonated in my heart
the sermon dreams no longer sigh
dawns songbird swirl in earthly delight
for it is the lovingness between us that will camly rise


The day
An echo of night
reverb of a warming sun
luminous smile craving your reflected sight
slowly dripping against a late sky
dusted colors upon my loves sweet humming light
longing the day within us
until loves sustain heat heals the night


The night
The small hours bring the longing of your sweet fire embrace
the moment's with you dissolve loneliness pain
to be swept in your beauty's enclosed glass case
while floatin in the heavenly aroma of your flesh
yearning to sleep in your forms endless melodic grace
it is the night my love
till the day our hearts embrace



And she crushed my heart on my b-day life goes on
http://insearchofeve.blogspot.com/

[SeXyAzZMaMi]

The mask

Don’t you wanna see me?
Can’t you already see?
Behind a mask I’m crying
Crying, but no one can see

I can switch to many faces
But now I need a rest
I need to feel content with myself
Instead of being depressed.

So many shades and colors in what we call life
Living on borrowed time
Trying to make sense
Trying to find out why

Why do we wear these masks?
Why do we try?
It makes me sit and wonder.
It often makes me cry….

[Transsexual702]

INNOCENTLY EXPLORING


My attraction towards men has been there since I was a child
Recall always being told that it was a sin
How I were not allowed
To sleep with men any of the time
And if I choose to
I would be harassed, beaten up and considered gay

But I was young and innocent
Debating would it really affect me if I try
My first and last sexual experience wasn’t with a female
Just with a loving Puerto Rican Guy
As I look back reminiscing upon the most enjoyable times
After four years of losing my virginity with my very first lover

I just so manage to find a man who cares
Who desired me for me and not what’s under my skirt
The one and only man of mine who always treated me like a lady

Now that everyone knows it’s not such a big deal to me
I still think about you know who deep inside constantly
He had my back and got along with my family
Every now and then guess who he is calling

Society and their religion will always try to control ya
But it’s you who must be happy
When you do right they’ll still lower rate ya
So why not be all you can be

Though my needs were extremely heavy
I never turned to hooking on the streets
I worked hard, ate well and studied
I’ll always adore ya
Because no matter what others said you were always there for me
Friends to the end is what we'll always be

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
8/22/05

[edgeoflife]

Pictures of your face flash through my mind

I think about you all the time

This feeling isn't mutual it's really real

This isn't no game, this is the real deal

I loved before but not as much as you

Can you say you feel the same to?

I love you with all my heart I really do

All I want to hear from you is I love you too

[MR. HOWARD PERLTROTH]

UPON SEARCHING THE TS SCENE

I'm here to tell you, Ms. LyriCáh
That you blow me away
I'm sitting here fucking speechless,
but honestly with so much to say

I was clicking along innocently
Actually getting quite bored
With so many X-Rated TS sites,
having already been toured

Then came that next frame
With your beautiful words, Good God your beautiful face
With that gooddess-like petite nubian body
Man, you make my heart race

As you are quite the looking
You must hear that a lot
From many anxious suitors,
proposing there on the spot

For you are that amazing
Seem to be one of the sexiest inside that I've seen
Maybe the most enticing
In this Exotic TS scene

I wish you, Ms. LyriCáh
A happy life and a happy year
May this be the best yet
In your love life with the perfect guy or your education and career

I just wanted you to know
I'm very turned on by your style
From your provocative look
To your incredible personality, but most of all your smile

Let me know if in the future you don't find that intelligent classy man
Even if life has you down
And I'll do all I can
To help remove any frown

Ms. Perltroth
8/22/2005 :lol:

[Transsexual702]

WHAT'S WRONG

Attractive & educated
With such an open mind
Sex is so damn over rated
Don't believe in Cam’s, Phone-Sex or Cyber online

Eyes wide open for all circumstances
A good man will always be near
I know so many ways a Transsexual could love you
But in reality you overlook the reason why I’m here

So what is wrong
Can you not handle a real Transsexual
I thought you wanted a lady
Who cares how long
It's not about the size of your genitals
And No, I’m not your baby
I could care less if you don't believe me

Until there's any chemistry
There will be no quality time
Yes I agree that the best things in life are free
You state that it is irrelevant at the moment,
but is it really that damn hard to be respectful and kind

Until I say the words I love you
Until I say you are the guy
No one will take advantage of me
Though I could give what's between my legs,
I prefer to use and give my mind


So what is wrong
Can you not handle a real Transsexual
You said you wanted a good lady
Tell me what’s wrong
Why are you sitting there looking crazy

I'm not the type who would sleep around with this and that man
In fact I'd rather be platonic friends
Why repeat myself over and over again
If you treat me right, I'd avoid treating your wrong
I very well understand how to appreciate and treat a good man

But until the introduction start
You will never make it to the next part
The bullshit I refuse to play
However I’m created to stay
Proud to be a Transsexual
Rather you see me as someone who cross-dresses or gay
So don't ever in your life come to me that way

What part do you not understand
I don't mind a man who likes to flirt
But don't tell me that I need you due to your income
Or that I don't have many options when it comes to dating men
For its you who happens to be wrong again

So tell a Sista what's wrong
You're not ready for a real Transsexual
But I bet you’ll come correct when you address me

I’m that Transsexual with a mind so strong
Let's leave good enough alone
For you know that I know that you're not ready
It's not about what you could give me
It's about what you can show me

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
8/22/2005

[Transsexual702]

IT’S NOT JUST SEXUAL


I’m very selective
Hell why shouldn’t I be
Just because I’m online and it’s me you wish to kiss
Doesn’t mean I’m here to be sexually pleased
Turned on by a man who doesn’t smoke
Who is intelligent and romantic but not always telling corny jokes

When I say shut up
Don’t make a sound
For what I say goes
And if I’m not ready you can believe I will let you know
I won’t keep it to myself

Appreciates a man who protects
Himself and I before having sex
Who can give me all he’s got
Whose not typically out for some cock
Home-Girls do you feel me

This man doesn’t tolerate infidelity
Has the utmost respect for me
Surprising me not once, but all the time
Quality time is required before I’m wined or dined

They say the best things in life are free
Regardless I’m not for sale or your lady
If it’s not with you, it’s definitely not with me
You better know the difference between a TS and a CD

I know I’m in your wet dreams
But you ask if you’re in mine I doubt
I know you want to make me scream
I just may if I decide to go out or even keep you around

It’s not the size of a Transsexuals bust
It’s not about you paying any of my bills
I’m not dissin’ on any of my Brotha’s
I’ve always been known for keeping it real
But you don’t hear me

Of course I’m sexual
But only into a one on one type of lover
Then in return I’ll give him almost anything
Be his ev’ry thing
Only if he could love and cherish me eternally

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
8/22/2005

[Transsexual702]

ACCEPTANCE

Look in my eyes again
Tell me what do you see
My private parts or a beautiful colored lady
Dreams will come true in our lifetime
If we believe in each other and keep the love of a higher spirit in mind

I have so much love that I need to show
Loving a handsome man one day would be beautiful
Only if he's able to put total trust in me
Everything will turn out just lovely

I want to be the woman of your dreams
Not just fulfill your sexual fantasies
I want you to be the only one
The only one to make love to me seriously
If I'm not for you, I'll go
I'd leave

Presently I'm at work all by myself
Thinking how I would love to be with someone else
I have so much joy that needs to be released
Enjoying life don't get me wrong, I'm living in peace

I know right now that I deserve the right one
Don't care if he has a daughter and/or son
Concentrating on becoming very good friends
Maybe vow as true lovers in the end

I must complete my dreams
They're not filthy, they're very clean
It could be a lot of fun
Oh how I know out there somewhere maybe the right man for me
In the meantime, I'm holding nothing but control

Tell me are you able to love my body
Are you able to respect and love everybody
Because I'm able to love and respect you

Do you think you could ever love me
Do you think you would ever need me
Do you think you could ever want me
To early to answer me honestly huh

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
8/24/2005

[Transsexual702]

EVERYTIME YOU VIEW MY PROFILE or WEBSITE

Welcome to my place
Try to keep nothing but smiling faces up in here
There's something I want all of you to know
Before you say that I'm not being fair
I'm only out to obtain a friend in her, him and possibly you
So sit back and relax because you're about to discover more openly
From here on out there are no lies
And I'm being all that I can be

So Welcome,
Welcome to Ms. Salazar's House
If you see or read something you do not like
Remember it's you who must remain polite
I'm not asking any of you to marry, just get to know me
Yes right now I happen to be the Entertainer

Watch your mouths in front of the children
In return they'll repeat the cycle
by watching you preach hate to us who live alternatively
It's not about being confused,
I know the difference between a woman and a man
Why are you so afraid to understand
Nevertheless, What's the big deal when it's my life
I'm not hurting anybody

One of the greatest causes of confusion
Of course there's a big difference between sex and gender, ladies and gentlemen
I understand why you're inquisitive
But don't come in here with your hate
For I'm carrying my head up high with no tears on my face

Calling anyone out his or her name will not benefit you or me
Why can't there remain Unity and Diversity
Though its not going to change the way I live my life
Because I'm extremely happy

So Welcome,
Welcome to Ms. Salazar's House
Keep in mind that I don't try to be any better
I have the love of a higher spirit and can look towards the future forever
You are invited into my home, now may I offer you a drink
But please respect others as you wish them to respect you
I just want you to enjoy and understand what you read
Try to answer your own questions
How exciting it is to think

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
8/24/2005

[Transsexual702]

REPLYING


If you could see my smile now
You would say, Ms. Salazar, girl you are wild
Imagine how our relation
Can bloom into more without you being around

I've shared many things with you
The more we email, I'm sure I will share more
I'm feeling things that only could get better
But right now I'm not feeling greed

Is it right?
If so, I'd love to see what would develop within time
Sure you'll email or call me tonight
Because you're a gentleman that's why

But you ask if it feels good
One day I'll share some deep feelings that I at times hide
When it's true love
What would we be thinking of?
Are we even able to show each other real love?

Friday night, I wrote you a short letter Sir
Am I thought of?
Will you let me know Sir?
I will always respect your feelings too
Without the warmth of your muscular body

Sometimes I feel like something will go wrong
However, The time is yours
So when you're in Vegas, feel free to ring my phone
Can you wait like I had to?
I'm going in circles trying to reward myself with the future that you see

A cool relation
With a man that's extremely considerate and kind
I can still hear you saying before we met, I want to date her
In the back of my heard, I'm saying damn if you were mine

I've had good and not so bad relations
But now I'm more focused on improving myself
Therefore more concerned with my education
Disliking the hot weather
Though I still carry a glossy smile

Can't wait until you write
Quite passionate like no other who doesn't wish to fuss and fight
You're always polite
For the love of friendship keep things in sight

If I could
Have 1 good man by my side
He'd be the only one to obtained the feelings that I hide


Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
8/24/2005

[Transsexual702]

THAT GUY IN SEABROOK, NH WAS A FREAK
( BUT I'M THE SAME)

My trust may have been stolen
But I'm still cool and could date other guys
So you have a chance
I am aware of my beauty
Plus one bad experience doesnt mean that I will not treat you right
That isn't a lie
I'm still waiting to be found by the right guy
I'm still here seeking in the darkness

Now do you feel that I'm crazy, naïve and foolish
It's not like you can't call me sometime
Besides email me love letters
But who is not calling
The person you were interested in,
if I can recall is still very sweet
Around Christmas 97, I did meet the wrong guy
But damn,
I'm still living my life and have healed from the wounds
I'm still standing tall on my two feet

I have felt the pain
But my heart is no loner aching
Even though you are being kind
I understand that you're doing what you think is smart

Once again, calling me would be fine
I should not have to tell you over and over
If you truly wish to spend quality time
How will we be able to find
Find what is on the inside
Without seeing that special persons face

That one incident made me stronger, not weaker
I've been on the go because I now have the power
So now who will
Who will you be calling
Or do you really think deep down in your heart
That I feel all guys are psychosexual freaks
Of course I do not
But still want a good man by my side
Is it so difficult to give us a try
I hope that you call or visit me soon
Because Love,
No matter what I'm still just as sweet


Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
8/24/2005

[Transsexual702]

IF IT'S MEANT TO LOVE & BE WITH YOU


I'm not saying that you are not the one
I'm not even saying that being with you would not be fun
I will not say that I love you until I know for sure
But I'm glad to know that you are near to show me a little more

I cannot say that I will stop casually dating other guys
Being honest with you,
is the only way to see what's right for the both of our lives
I hope that this doesn't upset you,
But if it's meant for us to be together then we'll know
Yes love could be so precious for sure when it's really real


I thank the Lord every afternoon, night and morning before I open my eyes
You don't ever have to worry about me telling you any unnecessary lies
But if this is what you really feel and have to say to keep me in your life
Then I'll stop dating other guys and devote my life to you

The feeling of being in love makes me so sentimental,
even makes me want to cry
Starting to hit me in the face,
of course I truly notice why
Are you saying that you would never hurt me or call me out my name
If so, I'll keep you so close to my heart
So deep within my dark soul without having shame

Are you able to remain celibate until you say I do in front of the Preacher Man
Because I'm able to do all things possible to keep you a happy,
but fulfilled future Husband
Will show you everyday how much I love you
Our parents, siblings and friends will understand
Just because I devoted my life to you

In the past I've never been unfaithful
I've learned to say I'm sorry before saying get the hell out you know
But if our love, if its really true
I will always love you
Which is the best I can do

Without thanking the Lord every afternoon, night and morning
I wouldnt be able to open my eyes
What would I do if these big brown eyes couldn't see to love you


Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
8/24/2005

[Transsexual702]

A SIMPLE MAN

Many ask why am I not with someone
Why someone so beautiful in and out all alone
Of course it's more than what you see
It's not even my sexuality
In fact it's not the way I touch
No matter how long it has been, I can't help being selective
Maybe that in general is too much

I don't wish to rush into something that would hurt me
That would possibly hurt you
Yes I should be with someone, but not just anyone
Someone on my level would be cool
A simple man would do

I've never been in a rush to find
When it's right I will follow my heart
Proceed with control and take my time
With someone who will be devoted to me
Someone with a wonderful personality and stability

I've been weak before, but have also learned
To receive a lot more, go beyond my thoughts
Who knows, the person reading this, it may just be you
For I believe there is someone
In time I'll know who
I'm keeping it real, why else would I be true

I know that I'm loved so much
Only once have my heart and soul been touched
Dated a few men who have many things I want in one man
But there are still obstacles in their lives
Very complex I'd say
Therefore we are better off just being friends

A few who even call me when they need relief
When that one man enters my life I'll fulfill all his needs
Meaning I'm in no rush to touch
For without true love, there would not be much

Please believe that I'm not here to lower rate anyone of you
It's not that I don't wish to have some fun
I'll break the shield when I met that special one
Just a simple man would do
Now ask yourself could that possibly be you
Until then sure I'd go out with you
A walk in the park, even dinner and a movie would be cool
It's our hormones that always seem to tease us


Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
8/24/2005

[Transsexual702]

1ST FEAR - 2ND PAIN
(HAVE YOU BEEN TESTED FOR HIV/AIDS)

It makes a big difference
To know who you are
The ones you love
feeling like they're very far
Our sexual identity
at anytime could die
If you don't understand what I mean,
I'll tell you why

One of us maybe:
Hetero, Bi, Transgendered or practicing Homosexuality
Oh Lord my savior who really wants to go
I can guarantee
that all can die out of the four not just the three
Even our partners,
you're right we're all in trouble

So please start reasoning
with that companion
Your love would be good knowing this everyday
Never stop wondering
because anyone of us can play,
so spend all the quality time while you can together

Some people still don't believe
that anyone of us can recieve
We're all human beings,
no excuse we all can really live together
But during the bad times no one wants two see
And in the end
just think back towards the beginning,
he or she was there for you

1st Fear, 2nd Pain
There's always a few around who will think you're insane
1st Fear, 2nd Pain
You would totally stop eating, even a pound can not be gained

I'm protecting myself and regularly tested
How about you

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
8/24/2005

[edgeoflife]

For such a long time....
something was missing in my life
something wonderful, something bright
something sweet, a true delight

then one day....
something happened, while on the net
a blessing occured, you and I met
it shall be a day, ill never forget

since meeting you....
life has been wonderous, simply great
your love and trueness, i truly appreciate
it was july 13th, an unforgettable date

i feel joy and love....
when we chat, when we phone
with your love, i never feel alone
soon will come the day, when I come home

Aaron B
08/25/05

[Transsexual702]

EXACTLY WHY I LOST IT


It’s the 3rd day and very odd
But I’ve been thinking
How he failed to really be honest with me
It’s not that I don’t mind being alone
because I’m not like desperate
Now that he’s no longer around
I’m single and very free
But I recall all the good times
How he was always on my mind
Even to this day I’m still being proposition by many men
He stated that it was me who he would defend and protect
But was he ever really my friend

Thinking about what happen makes me sick
But I’ll get over
Though we have not communicated lately
I have kept my cool
Why did I ever think he’d be the one
The one who would become the perfect lover
Should I forgive a liar
Or am I better off perusing someone more stable and new

I never read this situation in a book
I was even able to go beyond how he looks
Was even willing to give someone out a state a turn
I have a spectacular life
I understand the true meaning of love
Honesty and respect that I deserve
I damn right earn

I was the good girl but now I’m very upset
Done all that I could and trusted you
I was the good girl who just lost it
Why cause me any harm
When I’ve been very honest and true

Was I not always lady
Did I not share everything
I’ve been good
So damn good
Now look at what you’ve done to me
But I will continue on in life
Wish you the best my love
Each day I learn

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
8/28/2005 @ 6:41 PM

[Transsexual702]

NEVER AGAIN


There are many men in the world who would love to date me
Hold me, love me and taste me
But I decided to take a chance on you
Nothing on the Internet these days shock me
But it doesn’t control me and one must truly know me
I try to always think before I do
However there are many things we may never understand at times
I may fall once or even twice but I haven’t lost my mind
Someone special will always be near rather you are or not that guy
You see I’ve been here before and I will not cry
I’ll get by

What I desire is dedication
Someone with appreciation unlike you know who
He must be prepared for devotion
Show me with his actions and his emotions
For once in my life that would be extremely cool

Someone that’s truly interested in a Transsexual Girl
and who will always be there
Someone who takes their time but most of all be able to care
Doing something positive in his life
And never use the words I can't and I will try
For all the love and attention I give
It’s true and not for the hell of it because I do not lie just to get by

Now that I understand I’m not longer blind
I was naïve when sharing my all on the telephone line
I no longer have any fear and no longer cry
Only my allergies are bringing me tears
So this is it and I’m saying goodbye
You can’t say I didn’t try

In time things will get better
For you and for me
All this is so true
You don’t have to call or write me letters
I’ll be alright you’ll see
Continue to do what ever it is that you do

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
8/28/2005 @ 7:14 PM

[Transsexual702]

LOST


I now see how you are
How could you lie to me
But I am the one to blame you know
I thought you weren’t like the other guys
Don’t tell me another thing that you can’t possibly do
Why do I somewhat feel mislead and used
I truly thought you were the man
Now there are revisions in my mind
What will I be told new today
Because my sun no longer shines
For what I thought was reality is all make believe

I’ve already lost you
How could you break my heart
I can’t deal with what you’ll try to do
That’s one thing I know for sure
How can you not be ready
Now things aren’t the same
It’s you that changed

Now that I’m able to see clearly
Why can’t you
I never knew you would change on me
What happen to being all that I ever want and need
If I can recall you’re the one who said they would
Relocate if that’s what it takes to be happy
But I truly doubt
For now you’re saying that you can’t make it here

Nevertheless I will be fine
I just thought things would be different this time
Don’t say that you will try
Don’t tell me anymore lies
If you knew you couldn’t
Why didn’t you share that with me earlier like a man

From the start I’ve been extremely true
Why did I invest my heart
I’ve already lost you
It’s you who keep us apart
You’re not being honest with me
Now all I feel is pain
Plus unrelated issues that are difficult to explain

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
8/27/2005 @ 8:20 AM

[Transsexual702]

HAPPY THAT HE APPRECIATES ME


Now that I’m able to smile again
Able to socialize with other men
Happy that I’m not calling
The one who claimed to be my lover and my best friend
I know how to enjoy life
I do unto others just because it’s right
How I will never forget that
or make the same mistake twice

Once I played dumb
Now I’m in control
Could it be the Vegas weather
For helping others has always been my goal

I now understand why
I have this beautiful soul
For it’s not about what you don’t have
But who you presently have around you

I’m available to meet a single gentleman
Someone I can trust
A gentleman who understands
What it means to give and receive from the one you love
I know that someone will always appreciate me

Someone who will hold both my hands
For giving you myself isn’t enough
Let’s make some plans
Then in the end make passionate love
Once you’re my man
You won’t ever have to worry about what I’ve done lately

Why do so many men wish to play
Go on with your life
I will not bother or get in your way
Just don’t interrupt my smile
Why go back and forward by terrorizing my whole day

I personally know that all men aren’t the same way
I’ve never been the one to kiss any asses
But then again if he’s my honey
maybe oh well

I know that I’m the one
I’m fulfilling my dreams and all my goals
You disappointed me but I still feel love
Thank you for helping me realize all my control

I mean there are so many guys out there but only one I wish to hold
But you’ll never know
and I’m glad I didn’t give into you

Or I would not have found me a good man
Who I can surely trust
He’s really there are understands
And not thinking of himself, He’s thinking of us
Yes I’m very happy

Oh when he holds my hands
I feel the commitment and love
He doesn’t lie over and over again
It’s what I’ve always dreamed of
How he treats me greatly
And I thank you

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
9/1/05

[Transsexual702]

LOVE

I’m always waiting by the phone
It’s 4pm and I’m leaving work to drive home
Just to see the face of the man I love
Oh how you’re not the weakest link
You’re the most intelligent man standing beside me
Love how we hold each other all night long

You’re always on my mind
I’m always driving you crazy
Amazing how we’ve fallen in love

Everyday it gets better
You asked what I would enjoy doing today
You kiss me once – I kiss you twice
Happy that I’m able to share your world
You’re what I’ve always dreamed of

I love all the things you do
We help each other get through
Not tell one another lies
And no other man can do or take the place of you

Every lil’ touch tickles me
You love me from my head down to my feet
It’s the highest high I’ve been my love
I’m here for you through thick and thin
Will say I love you over and over again
Inside my heart is where you belong

I’m yours and you’re mine
You’re my man and I’m your lady
Out of all the men I've loved this one is better
The day you kneeled down to say
Baby would you mind being my wife
I was the happiest girl
Because I felt the same my love

Some things we can’t control
But all things can be accomplished with love, patients and education
That is if you vow to cherish the little things in your life
When you believe in love after love
And honestly want things to be better
Only you and I can make it last forever
When you became my husband I became your wife

With this love that I give to you
A feeling unlike I never knew
Let us remain by each others side
I know all the special things you do
It helps me make it through
That’s why I love you


Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
9/3/2005

[Transsexual702]

THANK YOU GUYS

I’ve very over all the grieving
Able to get over and move on
Thanks to all the ones who’ve been there for me
Thank you for everything
Life in general gets better daily that’s for sure
Thankful to see clearly a whole lot more
But I still see this man in my minor dreams
Why I don’t know for sure

Oh yes he took me through something
I forgave him but most importantly myself this time
Mentioning his name isn’t my style
Once he knocked me off my feet
Then like that I instantly felt misty blue
And now that he’s gone I can smile

I always try to say the things that I mean
Little games I do not tolerate or play
It saves time and headaches for the better
People these days don’t appreciate
When I say it you can bet in return I do
Did he really understand the true meaning of love
When he was constantly telling me

I never wanted anything
Only required a little bit of his time
Refused to wait any longer when I’ve waited for a while
At first things were cool and he was kind and sweet
Deep inside I knew that he wouldn’t be right

Nobody knows how I feel
No one will ever see the things I see
Am I crazy for wanting him to go
Because he wasn’t the right guy for me
Things are better today

In Vegas at night you can see many stars
Why would I waste my time in smoky casinos and bars
I’d rather be in the mountains with him and he'd rather be there with me

Camping letting him massage my feet
Feeding him what he wanted to eat
But he rather live at home with mommy
I had to let him go
His family seems to run his life and that’s sad to say
But definitely true
Your replies on the forum helped me make it through
Again I thank you

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
9/3/2005

[Transsexual702]

YOUR FIRST


I take off your shirt
And listen to the flirts and how you smile at me
I give to receive and definitely believe
That things will go our way completely

Is it strange that I crave to make you feel brand new
In return I know that you will make me feel so so good
Through the rain I have found you
Your actions are louder than words
It's about what you don't say but do

Experiencing companionship is all I ever desired from any man that I love
I’ll never forget how you handled it
Recall how you met her
Avoiding things that would upset her
Somehow knew she will get and receive all your love
Then she fell in love with you
Now she’s your lady
How your name happens to be the one she’s calling

I’ve accomplished that when I met you
That’s why I feel the way I do
Continue to run your fingers through my hair
Look how our love have grown baby
I don’t expect anything less of you
It is me whom you run to
My friend for life isn’t in this alone
That’s why I can’t wait to get home

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
9/3/2005

[Transsexual702]

ALREADY KNEW


We made plans to get together
For two heads are better than one
Then something really bad happen
I decided to leave his confused ass alone

Don’t blame the weather
It was I who decided to move on
I even rearrange my schedule and withdrew myself from night classes
To cater to him in my lovely home

I wanted what’s best for him and me
Knew what will and will not last
This time I decided to pass
Was this a test because it definitely wasn’t love

Hiding the truth from me
Isn’t what I asked
Do you not recall me telling you
That I desire a man with intelligence and class

You already knew what I would and would not do
But you mislead me and I’d never
I’ve always been very true to you
Now you’re out of my life forever

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
9/3/2005

[Transsexual702]

WHAT WOULD YOU DO

Oh how he doesn’t mind to please
You’re a man that keeps it real
I’d wear whatever for you to tease
Do all the things you want to feel
So far we’ve done almost everything
This is why we’re not apart
The love we have for one another is inside our hearts

I personally have done everything
Kept my man happy for sure
Played the nurse, the stripper among other things
How he desires me more and more
I never deceived to keep him here with me
Or I’d end up all alone
Remained myself and gave my heart
Is enough to keep him home

You got me feeling a miracle
And that’s no lie baby
Transsexual women will always be desirable
Could that be why I’m in your life
The one you wine and dine isn’t important as the quality time you give to me
All the things you want to do
All the things to me you say
It’s always been about you baby

So what would you do
If your man wouldn’t try anything
What would he do
To fulfill all your fantasies and your dreams
Would he still love you
If you brought someone else home to play
If I ever love you
It'll be one on one throughout our days

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
9/3/2005

[Transsexual702]

TOUCHING MY HEART

A man who ignores his girl isn't what I call love
No doubt about it, it's extremely sad
It took many years for me to discover a man who would treat me right
One out of three, let's admit that isn't so bad
I don't know the reason why I decided to wait
Focusing on myself more was not a mistake
Now I know and accept all blessings that I've obtained from loving a man once
But I would never compare you two

Living life has not always been totally great
I was the one who always met men that believed
If they could have the ice cream, they also could have the cake
I didn't have a problem doing without
Oh how I knew that I will recieve that and more someday
So why would I degrade myself and stray
Thinking that I'd rather die pleasing myself than trying to please a man who would never be true
For I know that I am loved and not alone
I also never knew what love was like
Until I met a man that touched my heart without a single touch

It's in my genes to forget and forgive
How I believe in eliminating stress
Support from family and many friends
Dreams will come true when you believe and just remain yourself
A beautiful world out there that I wish to know
Within time I'll visit each historical site from here to Mexico
Rather it's on my own or with someone special
I'd stand there happily right beside you

Who openly admits when they make mistakes
When you give in return you'll receive and the feeling is so great
Now I understand why I scream and shout
I'm so thankful in every way
I'm finally doing all that I ever wanted to do
I'll never judge a book without reading it first,
I'd make time to read it all night long
Meaning, I could give my heart and soul just as much

Those who mistreated me would never believe that I'm over it
For I have more important things to focus on and to do
No matter how far apart we are
At night I still recall our falling star
Thank you for making me feel better
Thank you for all your lovely cards and letters

I'm back on track
Yes I'm feeling great
I believe that if you're able to give the ice cream
You should also be able to give at least a great amount of the cake
I refuse to be with a man who wish to drink heavily, smoke rapidly and always out to stray
I'm monogamous, very faithful and extremely true
Someone that you can truly love and take home
Again I never knew what love was like
Until I met the one man who touched my heart without a single touch

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
9/4/2005

[Transsexual702]

DOESN'T TAKE MUCH TO PLEASE ME


I know that I can treat you better
But what's in question is how you plan to treat me
Are you aware of my circumstances
Or just someone who wants to play

So if you're down to earth,
I would love to get to know you
We could talk about other things besides sex
At least that I'm sure you can do
Please don't stop being yourself, but more respectful would be cool

Before you get all caught up in the rapture
Read aloud to yourself before you say that I must think I'm the shit
I will not change unless you're after
My body and soul before I give it

How I admire men who are men
Because it makes things better for me
It makes things better for you
So many things that you're unaware of about me
Yes that is true
All things reveal in time
Meanwhile,
give it a chance - It will bloom when its due

Of course I meet and may date a couple of guys
But I'm not out stopping cars as they pass by
Don't think that just because I'm a Transsexual
That I need to sleep with a man to be happy in my life

We're in an empty living room, there's no need to squeeze me
Not lonely because I'm single and being Ms. Salazar I will always be
It really doesn't take much to please me
When will you as a single male open your eyes to see clearly

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
9/4/2005

[Transsexual702]

THAT MASCULINE TOUCH THAT PLEASES ME
(Dedicated to My Very 1st Love, Mr. Figueroa)


I said,
What'cha doin' baby
Licking on my back
Down between my crack
Damn boy, I love the things that you love to do

Again I said,
What'cha doin' baby
Like when you kiss and lick my ass
Always very slow, never so fast
You love to break me off first Hun

Your masculine touch
Just pleases me
And I'm going to lay it all on you
No dripping on the floor today

Your masculine touch
I love the way you please me
Make love like no other one
Pleasing each other intimately is fun

Then you said,
What'cha doin' baby
How you enjoy me giving you head
Like early in the mornin'
Treating you right I say
Yes I know you want to play
What a way to brighten up your day

Again you said,
What'cha doin' baby
While I'm blowing out your fire
Love when I can take you hire
Whateva' is required, it's all about you Hun

Your masculine touch
My feminine touch
I love the way you please me
No one can love me down like you do
No matter how hard they try, no matter what they say

Your masculine touch
There's no need to tease me
When you're getting some
When I'm making you explode,
Passionately kissing you while you cum

I make you breakfast ev'ry monrin'
Raising my siblings along with your 3 sons
They're in the bed by the late evenin' Babe
Because you know where we must go Hun

Thank you for the roses
How I do love flowers
Now baby lets jump in the shower
I want to wash your body
While you run the sudsy water all over mine

My masculine man knows how to please me
So why think about another man
We both work during the early morning
In the bed by night with my legs open
I know what he wants, he's mi Papi
I have what he needs, I'm his Mami
I want it, I crave it, and I still can taste it
He knows just how to please me

There's no need to tease me,
Because I'm your woman
Others can't imagine how much I love this masculine Puerto Rican
He gives me what I want when I can't say
Of course I'm greedy, but with the right one

His masculine touch
He knows how to please me
And I'm willing to do all he wants me to do
To keep my man at home where he belongs,
No matter what others think or say

His masculine touch
Without him I'd go crazy
Make love like no other one
Pleasing each other intimately has never been so fun

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
9/4/2005

[Transsexual702]

RESULTS FROM LOVING A STRONG MAN
(Within My Imagnination)


Writing a love letter
In love is right, no doubt about it
Time for a diamond ring and a couple of kids
How I'm pretty excited about it

Your Olive Skin is so Beautiful
How I admire an Athletic guy
They say that all things reveal in time
So I'm enjoying my high

Look at those muscular arms
Fulfilling my everlasting dreams
How you knocked me off my feet
Thank you for letting me be me

You know how I like it
Could that be why we're in love
And you are invited
Into something so warm that you love

How can I not thank you for loving me
I'd say it's a blessing and will remain in control
For I do not mind feeding you
Doing whatever it takes to please you

Which is why I took out my pen and paper
To write a love letter to someone that I love
You're the only one that I'm always thinking of
How you're always there and that's what I want from the man I love
I've never obtained so much, for so little from one man being in love
Now that's what I call a Real Man

A Strong Ethnic Man who's quite successful
Working 10-times harder for that's the life we live
In a world where others can be so unfair

So relax and run your fingers through my hair
You know how much I care
And no matter what happens
This Sista will always love you

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
9/4/2005

[~*MoNi*~]

Just thought I would take time to mention again that you are very talented mama and a good friend of both www.TgirlTalk.com and www.TGpixel.com


May u be blessed every day. Hugs and Kisses.

~*Moni*~

[Transsexual702]

LOVING ME
(I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU)


I admire you because you understand
You didn't like explode when I said
"I was born a man"
You loved and accepted me just the way I am
Now you're saying that I'm extremely beautiful
I'm saying
You're a handsome young man

But I did wonder why you wanted me
Yes I'm afraid,
but not afraid of falling in love with someone that is true
Saying to myself, girl don't be a damn fool
Accept his wine and roses then say Yes
Yes I'll go out with you

You started picking me up from my evening classes
At once I'm hearing you yell out my name
I have no deceitful disguises
Because it keeps away all the pain when you're not ashamed
I said if you're truly good to me,
I'll be extremely better to you
It has nothing to do with you being cool

You were able to look at me without your eyes
I've never had that feeling dating other guys
Yes I will be with you
I see something in you that I want with me
You're such a gentleman completely
Yes I will be with you

Now we have ourselves a lovely suburban home
With the love of a higher spirit 1st in our lives we're never alone
I know we're still not treated equal
You say how it isn't fair
I love you for you not because you're not a Black Male
It's because you're the one who actually cares
Plus you're always there

Many would like to know
What is it that a Heterosexual male would possibly see in me
And I think that's fine
It's their hearts that are growing fonder
Just because I'm with you and happy all the time

I'm telling you that it's cool
It's me who you continue to soothe
I don't think I could ever dispute
Yes I am with you
But what about the others who are saying bad things to you because of me
Hell isnt this the land of the free
Now they're being selfish fools

I say baby don't trip on the other guys
You know that I'm not living a lie
I've spent so many wonderful years being in love with you
No matter what one thinks about you or I baby
I'll remain strong and free
I thank your parents for giving birth to you
Because you truly love me
And in return I love you
I plan to always be there for you just as you are there for me

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
9/4/2005

[Transsexual702]

Just thought I would take time to mention again that you are very talented mama and a good friend of both www.TgirlTalk.com and www.TGpixel.com


May u be blessed every day. Hugs and Kisses.

~*Moni*~

:D
Your Sista,

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar

[Transsexual702]

JUST WHAT I THOUGHT



You want to touch me
But online you cant
You're starting to have exotic dreams of me
Mistaking fiction with reality


So there's no use in denying what hides on the inside
Open your eyes
For I know you want me
But do I want you


Think before you speak is all I can say
Until then never tell others what isn't right for you
That is until you experience it someday
Not my fault that you deny the one who could love and commit to you

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
9/4/2005

[Transsexual702]

MY REALITY


I’ve always try to enjoy life
Rather I did or did not take anyone’s advice
Falling in love with the perfect one then becoming his lovely wife
Is the only thing I personally would consider paradise

Many ask how I can be so sure
I’ve never been afraid to give my heart and a whole lot more
Nothing else compares
Nothing else possibly could measure
To true love in ones life unlike ever before

I must admit I’m very blessed
Could that be why I smile
Not once have I felt insecure
It’s all about what’s on the inside than what one sees on the outside

If you believe like I believe
In return you will receive
Everything you deserve in your life
From someone just as loving who will in return make you very happy

Now that I have spoken
Who needs drugs when I’ve inherited such a natural high
This Vegas lady is finally living in paradise
Reside within a community so diverse
Always something to do any day any night
Now that I’m within his arms
I’m finally receiving all that I give and that’s quite all right

I never had a problem meeting a guy
That part is very easy
It’s not about having any luck
It’s about finding someone who makes you very happy

I wouldn’t tell you a lie
Because that’s not me
When you’re open minded and enjoy your own life
Someone will notice you for being all that you can be
I’m just so appreciative because now it’s my reality

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
9/14/05

[Transsexual702]

HE'S STILL SPRUNG

I was happy before and after I left you
Oh how you didn’t mean any harm
But I got tired of hearing the things you could and could not do
Give me a reason to remain friends
Now I’m single and out dating a few quality men every now and then
Typical to blame me when I’m the one who felt so alone
Because your ass was never home

Was it not I who like missed you several days out of a week
Was I on your mind
Like when you were out doing what ever you do in the streets
But have the nerve to be upset that I’m like seeing other men
Who said we were getting back together again
I might as well be alone
Because you were never home
Now that you’re learning
I’m out earning while you remain sprung

I was willing to give us a try
You were not real
Did you even care
Pushed me in the arms of someone else
And now that you’re alone you still want me to be with you
To make what you call love

Now you’re calling me like daily
Leaving me voice messages each time
As if I have no memory
Tell me what’s really going on
Why in the hell are you like rapidly ringing my phone

Now you want to come home
But I don’t want you here
You’ve let me down
I don’t need a once a week man around
It’s me you’ve lost but another man found
Friends are all we can be right now
So sorry to say it
But I must go
What happen to you being in control


Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
9/19/05

[Transsexual702]

MONOGAMOUSLY STRONG

Been out on many rewarding dates
A few were so psycho who’ve made many mistakes
I somehow seem to manage because that’s all I can do

Have some stories that aren’t so funny
At the age of 34 I’m still here honey
Eagerly practicing my Spanish to communicate with my new Beau

How I know that I’m entangle with so many things that I can’t change
How I know that two wrongs don’t make a right sweetheart
I vow to always do better with the next one rather it’s long term or just friends

But first he must be able to trust
Know that nothing comes before us
Able to make it through any storm
Keep me in his arms

Second he must be focused on more than my bust
Able to communicate appropriately before indulging in lust
Be honest with me all the time
Only in bed with me through the night
Show me that I’m the only one

Of course I’ve shed many tears
But I can honestly say no man put them here
Haven’t experienced love like that in many years
With one like my first dear
He’s still there for me to call

Should I like thank God
For what doesn’t really seem odd
Will remain who I am until the day I die
And willing to give just one my all

Now I know that some things aren’t ever meant to remain the same
Now I know that these days if you don’t play it smart
Either one of us could be taken advantage of all over again

So if you allow nothing to come in between us
Be monogamous, always honest and trust
Not bring one another harm
We can make it through the storm

Then you or I would never have to cuss
Say hateful things that we don’t mean when we fuss
I guarantee things will be fine
I’ll be all yours and you’ll be all mine
Now that’s what you call keeping it strong



Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
9/19/05

[Transsexual702]

BEFORE YOU UNDRESS US

She could be you
She could be me
100% Transsexuality
Not that we are better
But of course we want more
Not all of us are gold digging Whores
Willing to give our last to you
Some may just want sex
And some may desire more like love

In order to be happy
Is not all about getting laid with someone you don’t love
Earn time with the ones you wish to know
You see it takes an open heart
Among many other things to qualify as the perfect guy
How can you know for sure if you fail to open your heart and your eyes

You’ve been out with a Transsexual about twice
Does that suppose to make this nice
When you confess you reveal more than we wish to know
Yes many of us are beautiful
There’s a lot more to us than what you see
Just take the time out and get to know us better

If you respect all those you see
You’ll be rewarded in such a way and that itself is love
You ask how
Just trust me I know
Move out of the dark
Because the sun keeps rising
We all need oxygen to keep us alive
Just as a Transsexual desires love in one loving guy

So open your heart
Because deep inside you hold
More than money, silver and gold
Life itself is precious but nothing without you
And definitely nothing without Transsexuality

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
9/23/05

[Transsexual702]

FRIDAY AFTERNOON


It’s September
I’m sitting here all alone
Writing about what I think of most
Setting my daily deadline alarm
Collating my thoughts at work because I’m smart
I’m just being silly
In fact not that smart about everything
But some things I can teach

Listen to what I’m saying
Am I writing about you
Or on behalf of the things men do
It’s like I’m taking you to church
With you sitting in front of the bus
Buckle your seatbelt and hold on
I really don’t mean any harm
How can we overcome
Lost my train of thought looking at your muscular chest
Should I even take you along
When are you at your very best

Now why should I lie to you
Will your heart ever lead you to
Have you ever desired someone so true
Like our parents always knew
Before you or I knew
That we will get along

You catch me as I’m falling
But you’re not near me
You can’t hear me calling
Because I need to charge my cellular phone
Or you’ll just have to wait until I get home
However you don’t believe me

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
9/23/05

[Transsexual702]

IS HE DESPERATE & NASTY

He’s on a diet
At his heaviest this time
Dreamed of an alternative relation
With a Transsexual that would blow his mind

Attracted to those with long or short kinky black hair
She's Ethnic with skin radiantly fair
For he’s not in it for love
But have all the finances

Doesn’t mind at all paying for it
He knows that money is time
How else would he enjoy sexual relations
With someone so damn exotic and fine

He doesn’t have it all up or down stairs
However this Transsexual must work and she doesn’t really care
For those who pay to bust a nut
Look how she comfortably lives
From what the over weight man repeatedly gives

Now she knows that she will always be on his mind
And these feelings he can not shake it
He loves when she sits on his face
Because he knows the thought of not paying for her is a waste

Is it nasty
But it’s his fantasy
To give her the keys to both his vehicles and home
He wants to give all his money to a Transsexual and I don’t see anything wrong

With being nasty
No matter what she does he thinks she’s classy
Continues to call her day and night on phone
You have one life to live and if he wants to spend his money
Make sure when he buys you those expensive heels and dresses
That he also pick up your hormones



Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
9/28/05

[Transsexual702]

ALWAYS SOMETHING BEFORE NOTHING

If you’re not a mature male don’t bother
Don’t bother me at all do you understand
I can’t have any damn fools beside me
Who doesn’t understand the difference between a boy and a man
Totally must show me something before nothing
Before I make time with you

If you’re not a mature male don’t bother
For I know all the things that are right for me
He’s must not be disrespectful
To himself or towards anyone he wishes to see
Again you have to show me something before nothing
Before I say that everything is cool

Something before nothing
Or there’s no you
Nothing never before something
That I just can’t do
Don’t get me wrong I love you guys
But I would do bad all by myself before I let you take me through

Not trying to cause any trouble
I mean I truly care
But without a mature male beside me
How in the hell are we going to get there
So you must show me something
Or Ms. LyriCáh can not do

I can still hear my mother and father
Saying LyriCáh I raised you better than that baby
Nothing wrong with being selectively tasteful
Think before you bring this man home to our family
Always something before nothing
That’s what we’ve always taught your siblings and most of all you
Even now my parents’ words are still dear to me

Mother and father have been there for me all along
Even when they knew that I would only be involved with men
They loved and hugged me and said your feelings are true and isn’t a sin
So before I let any man inside my heart he must be intelligent and strong
But most of all respect and love me all night long

For finding a man is easy
No need to look when he’s always been right there
It’s not about getting but giving
It isn’t about hating men but about a man who truly cares

He must also be able to please me
Masculine, Semi-Attractive and not a damn hairy bear
Want a better way of living
Giving me 100% when he shares

Because when there isn’t something before nothing
You can believe me when I say there will be no you

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
10/28/05

[Transsexual702]

THE MARRIED STALKERS

I awake ev’ry morning just to write
Each time afterwards I forget to turn off the lights
Write about so many up-to-date things
Mostly the man of my everlasting dreams
Like what’s next on my body would he kiss
Then the flashback when many were stalking

Why are some men that way I don’t know for sure
I’m smarter today unlike ever before
Minor things didn’t come between us
Behavior and stupidity that I would distrust
Now I take my time
Because I refuse to let the next find and bring me all the way down

Now that I’m finally enjoying the trails of my life
There are many more men pursuing me when they already have a wife
Do I really look like I wish to be someone’s mistress and whore
Stop with all the damn knocking at my door
I’m aware that you’re hooked but you’re not welcome here that’s for sure
However you act as if you don’t know

Stalkers leave me alone
Why are you following me home
How many times do I have to change my phone
Why is it me you wish to taste and smell
I refuse to spend anytime with you stalkers

When you’re definitely not about shit
Your wife is next who I’ll call
But you still refuse to leave me alone
You think you know me well
But I refuse to get involved with you stalkers


Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
10/30/05

[MR. ANTHONY WHITE]

LYRICÁH, YOU'RE TRULY BEAUTIFUL

LyriCáh, You're truly beautiful
I wish you were here
I'd be the happiest man alive
Just as long as you're near

LyriCáh, You're truly beautiful
You're all I think about
With you I'd settle down
Be the husband you're seeking without a doubt

LyriCáh, You're truly beautiful
As I look in your lovely eyes
Trust me I'm not playing those desperate games
But your love would be my prize

LyriCáh, You're truly beautiful
You've rocked my world
My Boo, My Shortie, My Luv
My Internet Cover Girl

LyriCáh, You're truly beautiful
With love this I send
Can't wait to hold you girl
Maybe I'll be lucky someday or weekend

Mr. Anthony White
Your true admirer in KY - October 28, 2005

[Transsexual702]

HOW SWEET MR. WHITE - NOW WHY NOT BECOME A MEMBER AND SHARE A PHOTO

LYRICAH

LYRICÁH, YOU'RE TRULY BEAUTIFUL

LyriCáh, You're truly beautiful
I wish you were here
I'd be the happiest man alive
Just as long as you're near

LyriCáh, You're truly beautiful
You're all I think about
With you I'd settle down
Be the husband you're seeking without a doubt

LyriCáh, You're truly beautiful
As I look in your lovely eyes
Trust me I'm not playing those desperate games
But your love would be my prize

LyriCáh, You're truly beautiful
You've rocked my world
My Boo, My Shortie, My Luv
My Internet Cover Girl

LyriCáh, You're truly beautiful
With love this I send
Can't wait to hold you girl
Maybe I'll be lucky someday or weekend

Mr. Anthony White
Your true admirer in KY - October 28, 2005

[Transsexual702]

MY SWEETHEART

Did I finally meet the right one
I sometimes ask myself if he wants me or the mother of his son
Why am I asking when he’s always lying here with me

When I am not at all confused
I mean we really spend quality time
So why am I being silly

Reminiscing when I made him wait
How I didn’t give in on the first date
Plus for him it was something so very new

When I shared what I shared he kissed me
Later in life became his lady
He loves me for me and I tell him daily baby I love you and our only son too

It wasn’t about the size of his private parts
It wasn’t even love at the start
It wasn’t about Transsexuality

It was about those who I sought to help
Within that process is when I met
Someone so kind and lovely

He always lifts my spirits up
Was there for me when I was being stalked
In fact since that day he never left me alone

No one has ever been there like that
No one has ever been that perfect for me
Each day I cater to his ev’ry need when he returns home

Now that you two are in my life
How could I ever reward you for all the loving things you do
I truly feel your love for me and you are my ev'ry thing
And I thank you
Oh how I thank you for being you

Around this day next quarter
Another anniversary that’s mine that is yours
I didn’t give birth to your child but he still loves me like he loves his mommy
I’m glad the two of us got to know one another
For once in my life I’m extremely happy

Finally a companion who’s smart
This time I know I’m going to make it through
How I never wish to be apart
Most importantly strive to make a life for our son, me and you

I’ve always believed when you’re honest about everything
That life will work out perfectly for you and for me
Out of all the things to have in this world
I’m grateful for having our son and being your girl

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
10/30/05

[Jhellis978]

Arcane Anomalies



Arcane anomalies ascend upon me
Casting doubt to the meaning
Fragments of ecstasy
Stream by churned with
Vibrant displays of fate
Crush the epochal exterior
Thoughts of paramonial harmony
Ease the tension of facing
The uneasiness of a Monday shroud

Memories of a Sunday hang over
White sheets and a window unit
The drone of existential discovery
Inebriated now by blind lust.
A hunger that will kill
The over reactive mind
A volatile shower
Of incoherent mumblings
And paranoid misconceptions of reality.


Josh H. Ellis
8-21-01

[Jhellis978]

Here's an untitled poem I wrote after seeing the movie Soldier Girl.


“Welcome to the other side of the looking glass!”
I heard a voice say to me
As I took a walk down the dark streets last night.
Familiar streets
Haunting streets!
Streets I’ve known before
But things are different here,
The fog was thick
The air…chilling to the bone
Idle chatter pollutes the air
The shadows envelop me
As I stop in for a cup of joe
My heart indicts me
I can’t stomach what I’ve seen

The paradox of it all
Utter beauty shrouded by such dark tragedy
Is this what Shelley meant
When he wrote of “intellectual beauty”
I sit fidgeting, searching for a smoke
What if they find out?
A thousand peering eyes cutting into my soul
Do they know?
The natives have grown restless with me as well
Why did it have to happen to her?
A friend I’ve never known
The brief moments we shared together.
Her voice faintly echoing through my head
And him….

Tears flood my soul and heart
To think of his courage, his spirit, his life, his love
It could….should have been me
It should have been Becky tormented by the pain
We had nothing compared to their beauty
The ethereal Romeo and Juliet
Is it hedonism or some form of perverted Messianic complex?
The coffee burns my tongue
As the smoke fills my lungs

I’m no fucking Messiah
But I’ll lead you away
I’m no fucking shepherd
But I’ll lead your sheep astray
“Human, all too human”
Condemned to this weak fallible vessel
Angst filled people
Creep by with their hollow minds
Echoing through mine

The lies they spread are venom to my blood
The truth I speak makes them wilt
They choose to delude themselves
With visions of Bliss
There is no bliss
Bleed me here
Drain me for the good
Muffle my mouth
So their people prosper in ignorance
My dream, their fears
They’re one in the same
HATE breeds again!

The sun creeps in…prying my eyes wide open
The birds chirp and nature is at peace
What a nightmare
Her voice, her face…etched in my mind
I cling to it for assurance
For strength to face my past
In her courage is found
Light is seen
Dark defeated
A Million miles away
My emotions drained

Searching desperately for the words
To say to her
Me…the pretentious one
Always lacking tact
Rubbing old wounds
Hoping only to comfort and heal
Clichés fill my verse
Will she ever know?
Will he ever know?
What they mean to me

[Jhellis978]

#2
(Four Letter Words)


Life’s a four-letter word often ignored
Celebrated by many for its lies
Envy leaves each man guarding his own horde
Money, God, and cocaine all are man’s highs
Love’s a four-letter word often abused
By blind fools hungering for the sweet taste
Of life’s greatest juice, sex leaves them amused
In-out, in-out, conducted in such haste
Lust’s a four-letter word too often found
On life’s highways and by-ways; coast-to-coast
Raw primal screams compose the only sound
Silicone mounds cause many a man to boast
Truth, beauty, freedom and love to thee I call
Cause with thee life surely would be a ball.


Josh H. Ellis
12-02-02

[Transsexual702]

KNOWING WHAT’S RIGHT FOR ME

If I decided to take you home
Would you treat me better than silver and gold
Is it even possible that you will undoubtedly give me your all

Yes I admit that you’re standing near my dear
Are you saying that I shouldn’t be so cautious, but it’s not that I sense fear
I just have no time for any man who doesn’t appreciates me
or understand how to keep me once he falls

My thoughts have always been definitely clearer
I mean it’s not like I’m going to die if I remain alone
But until I find the right man for me
A casual date here and there will be fine you know

Before there’s an affair
Invest quality time before telling me that you care
It’s believable when I can see it for myself without the fantasies and distasteful dreams

I’d never judge a person basically on rumors I hear
Rather be describing the experience with you if you’re lucky enough to take me there
For it’s certainly too early to take me home with big hopes of making me scream

At that moment is when I’ll give my all
It’s very dangerous giving a man that much control
But if he’s my one and only lover and my best friend
I’m his to do whatever he wants and then I will agree to go

If one day it’s you that I decide to call
Will you be able to lead or let me down
Would you make up stories and tell me silly lies
Would you be like most typical desperate guys

I know one thing we will have so much fun
And I’m not talking about getting laid
For I’m one not to be played
But then is when you’ll know that you are the only one

I can’t deal with men who smokes and who addresses me outside my name
This man isn’t perfect but I require a whole lot more
Besides having him open my legs and lying me down on my back
He cares for others as well as himself and the things he does and says

I’m not knocking any of you for if that’s your thing
Keep doing what you do and be all you can be
My time is extremely valuable and you must remember that I’m getting older
And what’s right for you isn’t always going to be what’s right for me

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
12/01/2005

[Transsexual702]

1 OF OUR ROMANTIC NIGHTS

Let me share with you how I feel
Before enjoying our healthy scrumptious meal
When you said that you’ll wine and dine
I never knew that you would blow my mind

I’m thinking about you within ev’ry bite
Wondering what’s next in store for us tonight
Because you’re going non-stop by asking what else would I like
While I’m stuttering softly saying I know that’s right

So I give you my heart for keeps because I’m happily yours
I mean you’re so unbelievable
That is how I fell in love

Then imagine what happen next when you touched me
I was about to cry
I’m about to release how about you
I said hold me baby
Yes I’m your TS lady

You ask if I’m up for seconds this time
Not knowing again that I’m about to blow your mind
By doing all the things you enjoy and like

Now you can feel my heart beating for sure
Don’t blow out the candle
Let us enjoy the view of making passionate love

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
12/8/05

[Transsexual702]

KEEP YOUR BROKE MARRIED ASS AT HOME


Is that why you drink
Because you’re like under the weather
It’s more important what I think
Meaning I definitely can do better
My attitude doesn’t stink
But what’s it to you when you have a damn wife at home
It’s not my fault that you so happen to be unhappy
I’d never be discrete just to kick it with a fine Papi
If you’re so unhappy with your wife why don’t you just get a divorce

But you’re still in sight
Hoping that I’ll give you a turn
My time you’re wasting
When will you learn
Your wife is about to have your fifth child
I haven’t even given you any and you’re so hooked

I dare you use me as bait so you can hurt her
Thinking you could please me is like committing murder
Get it in your damn head that I don’t want anything from you
Just let me be
I’m very aware that you’re attracted to me but I can’t do anything for ya
I have my own money and if you keep this shit up I might just fight ya
You’ll be diminished from my life you have a wife
And I refuse to be your mistress
I’m no ones Whore

Every damn day a married male pursues me
Why bring that desperate behavior towards me really
How can one be that weak and silly
For some reason they want to offer me one day a week
But if it’s not one on one forever there will be no us
Find yourself a damn fool to fulfill your discrete fantasies

Take your ass on
Because you cannot do shit for me
Keep your ass at home
That sneaking around shit certainly wouldn’t make me happy
Just leave me alone
You already know it’s wrong but you’re here singing that same ole sad song

Now she’s ringing your phone
You don’t give a damn about your kids or your marriage
Please leave me alone
For I’m not here to experience any of your emotional baggage
Take your broke ass back home
A single man can only show me love
Before I get involved with you I’d remain on my own



Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
12/9/05

[Transsexual702]

YOU MUST BE JOKIN'


Of course I’m not bitter
For I’ve been over your ass since the very last day
I left because you didn’t give a damn about me
How easy it is to forget all the games you would play
So why are you still calling me constantly that way
When you know like hell you can no longer play
You’re absolutely right about me not wanting you back
Nor do I want to hear anything you have to say

Back then you didn’t have my back
When I fulfilled all your wet dreams
So yes it’s like that
My mind can not be changed
I refuse to remain with a man who doesn’t make me happy
So keep sitting on your ass eating like there’s no tomorrow getting fat

No more screaming
No more violating me throughout the day
I’m doing a lot better
Can no longer see us together
Look at all the crack you’ve been smokin
Wasn’t you like diagnosed with cancer yesterday
Now all of a sudden you want to be true
How so when you don’t even give a damn about you

I don’t want to kiss you
I don’t want to be with you
You are extremely hopeless to think all of a sudden that we are cool
I don’t want to see you
Definitely don’t want to touch you
I never wanted to control you
Blame myself for giving all my love to a damn fool
There’s a new man who shares my world and is extremely true
Who happens to be there for me, but oh not you
Now you’re begging me to come back because there’s a new guy in my life

You can no longer be here with me
This you already know
I’m not being sarcastic or smart because I’m not jokin’
I gave you the house and the keys to the cars
All I wanted was my CD’s, shoes and clothes
You know the reason why I left you
Thanks for pushing me into the arms of a good man
Because I’m finally floatin’

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
12/10/2005

[Transsexual702]

ONCE IN THE DARK

When he starts drinking
That’s when I start thinking
Who I should be calling to drive him home safe
Who knows

Immediately it’s me he starts kissin
That’s when I start dissin
For I hate the smell of the booze
Can you imagine the next thing he’ll want to do

Should I find someone who isn’t such a bore
Someone who would always please and respect me
Not coming home drunk every morning after four

Should I let his self-destruction control all of me
When will I ever leave
Remaining with him my family and friends can’t believe
When all he does is break my heart

Constantly debating
When such an attractive lady like me should be out dating instead of waiting
But he doesn’t mean any harm
He actually means the most to me

When I got involved with this guy I somewhat already knew
That he would not be the one to offer me a whole lot more
So yes I played the damn fool
But remaining a damn fool is something I refuse to do

How could I get involved with someone knowing he will break my heart
When all I ever wanted was quality time and love
Never for drugs and alcohol to keep us apart
Nor the games he would play

How could I let anyone control me from the start
When it’s so unlike me
I can’t set myself free
Someone please help me because I’m still here in the dark

What’s a girl to do when she’s given him more and more
Let me say more than others would give that’s for sure
Look where that got me
When I’ve turned so many good men away

I ask myself over again how and why
When there’s at least one man I truly adore
Games he doesn’t seem to enjoy or play
He’s offered me everything
But my silly ass would ignore
Sometimes it happens that way

If this guy isn’t for me and breaks my heart
You’re right I should leave
I don’t mean to tease
Please get up off your knees
The lights are on for I slowly drifted out of the dark

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
1/1/2006

[Transsexual702]

THE 21-YEAR OLD


He wears his pants all the way down
He’s always joking
With me he’s always flirting and I don’t know why
I try to avoid him when he’s around
Marijuana is one of his favorites he’d rather be smoking
He’s like 21 and doesn’t live on his own and that’s just not my type of guy
He said Ms. LyriCáh I’m extremely attracted to you in every way
I’m like try to pursue me many years from now but not today
Enjoy life with someone near your age is all I can say

But he still says I am the one
It’s me whom he chooses
Don’t get me wrong, I’m also attracted to you
When I’m near you it’s like I’m viewing one of my own sons
I can’t become your girl
Even though you’re much taller
Control your urges because I can not kiss
Every man that states he admires me when he isn’t the right one
You see you haven’t been where I’ve been
Or experience life on your own because right now everything you do is all about having fun
I’m not ready to deal with all the silly surprises
You’re into clubbing and possibly sleeping around with everyone
It’s just that with most adult certain things we overcome

I’m just not into young men
I honestly don’t think a young man could please me
But there’s nothing wrong with us becoming friends
However you pursue me anyway
I’m just not into young men
I can’t imagine us becoming more than friends
So many years are between us
You’re right your feelings I fail to trust
I feel most young men aren’t serious and always play

I don’t go out with young men
I dislike the childish games that so many of you play
Are you saying that you don’t want any of your own children
I mean I can’t give birth to any of them no how no way
Of course there’s nothing wrong with us becoming friends
Maybe one day when you’re older you will understand
There just can’t be anything beyond friendship between us
Respect my wish and I’m sorry but you must
I feel most young men aren’t serious and always play
Truly believe that only an adult male can please me in every way
Maybe many years from now but I’m sorry not today




Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
1/3/06

[Transsexual702]

HE’S ALREADY MY FRIEND
(BUT WHAT ABOUT A HUSBAND?)

I can’t possibly kiss you
When you currently aren’t near
You’re missed because I love you
Please understand what I mean my dear
You’re thought of so very much
So just come and take my hand
Become my husband

I already know that I’m always on your mind
That’s why I’m blushing
I just so happen to miss the quality time
Please keep this smile upon my face
I’ve always been there for you through thick and thin
But will you become my husband

I know that you’re in Kentucky
With me in Vegas isn’t making it any easier
However the feelings I have will never go away
Yes I……
I get so hot when you are calling
But you know that I could never
Never ever will play with your heart in a negative way
For you I’d be willing to fly

You brighten up my lonely days
Could that be why you’re so deep within my heart
I get a little angry when I can’t have what I love
Believe when I say that I don’t mean to be uptight while we’re apart
I never want what we have to be over
If you truly miss me as I miss you - I know you will understand
I want you to be where I am
Rather that’s in a car or up in the stars
You will one day become my husband

I know sometimes I make you so damn mad
There are so many things that I want to do with you
But you don’t hear me though
No matter what I say
Sometimes I think you are in doubt
That I want you to become my husband

One day we will become lovers
Just trust me
One day you will be bathing my chocolate body
At least you can’t say that I didn’t try
I just want to be able to see one another face to face
But at times I feel you think I’m a damn fool in a good way
When will you get that I want to be with you
No one else will do
It’s you who makes me so very happy
So become my loving husband
Baby here’s my left hand


Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
1/6/06

[Transsexual702]

COULD HE BE YOU?

I could easily sleep around with many guys
But that isn’t quite my goal or style
Have men falling down to kiss my feet
Do you really think that would make me smile

I too desire someone who could make my body sing
But what’s wrong with courting one another before giving out anything
If you’re several miles away yes you will definitely fall
From the waiting process I may just forget your name

Don’t get me wrong I’m in love with men
And I truly desire one who may himself be single and alone
I’d be willing to give him my ev’ry thing
Together we could create a great life and build a lovely home

Feelings I can’t help but show
It’s the only way I know how to grow
I truly believe that when you do for me in return I’ll do for you

Could he be you
If so let us become best friends
If you’re true
I will open my heart to no end
If he’s you
I promise that you’ll get more than laid
My feelings will never fade
Be the tree to my shade
I’m hoping he is you

Is it really a terrible crime to fall in love with someone extremely faithful and true
Will you be able to save me when I’m like carving the things you and I love to do
Awaking next to you day to day is something that I never want to lose
I’d be extremely happy and excited if I so happen to be the one you’d choose

The smile on my face will glow
No words compare to the action I would show
Don’t mind loving you and only you

And if he’s you
Would you be able to relate to how I feel
I am true
About not needing a man around just to pay any my bills
What will I do
If I continue to let someone stray away
There will be no more life throughout my days
I’m so for real and please believe in all I have to say
Because I’m here but where are you



Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
1/9/06

[Transsexual702]

THE DEMAND OF TRANSGENDERED LADIES


Some Transgendered women prefer to make their living escortin’
Then you have those who prefer a long term commitment along with an expensive wedding ring
I sometimes wonder how and why many males search the Internet and streets for hours
None of us are perfect so who in the hell am I to judge or complain

I myself don’t depend on anyone for any damn thing
All I’ve accomplished is mine
When one isn’t religious they don’t focus on the heaven or the sin
But there comes a time when you must say to yourself
I’m about a whole lot more
Without certain experiences one can’t be sure when we’re all so unpredictable

These days we have Transgendered women as role models and popular porn stars
Breaking down barriers by climbing many difficult mountains
Many of us are in love and many of us aren’t involved with anyone
Some of us have our tongues pierced with tattoos of strange symbols, guns and/or roses

A large percentage of us aren’t even close to what many males would consider feminine
Then those of us who are ask ourselves why in the hell does it matters
No one cares what he or she says about her, you or me
Regardless someone out there would love us for us and who would share
Surrounded around those who are open-minded and truly fair
When you believe in yourself first no doubt about it
You will be extremely happy

There’s always a Sista you can call
Remember when you fall down girlfriend
Again you’ll be able to stand tall
Because you’re in demand and a Transgendered Lady
Continue to live your life without the maybes

Nothing wrong with doing some distasteful things
Just protect yourself and others if you know what I mean
Remember something always before nothing
Always be comfortable with you and what you do
Because you are a true Transgendered Lady
Take it from Ms. LyriCáh because I wouldn’t just tell you any ole thing
Inside and out we’re in demand and that’s great for us Transgendered Ladies

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
1/22/06

[Transsexual702]

ARE YOU THIS GENTLEMAN "?"

I'm seeking a Gentleman
Someone who will be there through thick and thin
So let us begin
to open each others heart
I want to get to know you
I've always been seeking 1 man, not 2
And I can honestly say that I'll turn your rainy days into something clear and new

So if you like to play
Make sure that it's with me, instead of on me
I don't want to sing, "UnBreak My Heart"
Show me that I could be yours
By treating me kind right from the very start
not by blocking me out
Or reminiscing on the other Transsexual's you met and had fun with under the Sun

I'm not trying to complain
It's just that we’re all not the same
I'm just your average Ethnic Transsexual that Attractive, Independent, & very Strong

And I have so much to offer you
If you don't respond that's your mistake and lose the damn Ma & Boo
So look at me
I know that I am the 1
So let’s get to know one another
I guarantee it'll be fun

I'm honestly offering you all of me
Why wait until I'm in your City
So let's make a date
And Remember
I'm Seeking a Gentleman and not a disrespectful exotic fantasy fulfilling damn fool

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
1/22/06

[Transsexual702]

LATINO LOVIN

I get so excited when Mi Papi Chulo calls
I'm sure he will be staying
He took me out dancing to some jumpin' hot Miami Rican Club
I think he really likes me
Oh yes he already knows
A good man I refuse to lose, but you don't hear me though
Could that be why he's so polite
Loves when he takes me for a long ride
I love looking into his hazel greenish eyes
Maybe that's why I refuse to do him wrong
And I'm in love because

He's so damn masculine & strong
Of course he is not gay
He doesn't make me sad
Which is why I let him stay ev'ry night & day
Yes I have his back
Because in the beginning he accepted me,
without worrying about the circumstances

Nothing like that Latino Lovin
You just don't know what it could do to you
I love that Latino Lovin
Mi Papi Chulo is so damn cool
When you obtain the right Latino Lovin
If it's not Ethnic, you'll definintely turn it away
Mi Latino, Mi Love

He loves when I dress this way
He's the type who could be dirty from working and still look so damn good
Always telling me how I smell and feel so soft and nice
On my breast he always bite,
but I'm not hurt
It's just that he enjoys teasing me
Which is when I give into more

He makes love all night long
Maybe that's why I'm presently this way
Hell yeah I want him to stay, He's Mi Papi
But when he kisses and licks all over my back
If you could only imagine what else Mi Papi Chulo does to me
You would like be out with someone Ethnic taking chances

Latino Lovin
Is what I enjoy lovin because Mi Papi Chulo loves me
in every way and does ev'ry thing that I love and like
I'm talking about that Latino Lovin
The kind that makes you romantic instead of cussing
Because everything he does, the 1st time he does it right
I can't help but to flaunt it,
because I'm so true to it
Which is the main reason that I write
Latino Lovin'
Is what I will be lovin' throughout my entire life
Nothing like that true Latino Love

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
1/22/2006

[Transsexual702]

BEING HIS FIRST TRANSSEXUAL

What could you offer a girl,
who actually feels like she's all alone
Without anyone to love, but still admired you the most

What could you offer a girl,
who just shared something with you that may possibly piss you off
When she didn't mean to cause any harm

What if she was a man and you didn’t believe her or understood why
Who lived his life 24/7 as a woman
Now let's not confuse gender with sex this time

Again,
But what if she was a man who was very beautiful and kind
She just wanted you to understand
Instead of being judgmental and blind

What could you offer a girl,
who did not tell you that she was born a guy
And still took you home
Would your first instinct be to react violently thinking that she/he was wrong

What could u offer a girl,
who did not only love you deep within your mind and in bed
But also around your family and others outside of the home
Afraid of telling you in person would be a lot better than over the phone

She treated you good for sure
This you agree to know
Baring your children of course she’s stated how she was unable
That she knows

Just felt that you needed to know instead of guess
When hair isn't on her face or breast
Remember you love her soft skin and the cleavage that she shows

But still you two became more than friends that’s for sure
Now others know
But to them she isn’t forgivable
That’s when she said so
She just didn’t want to be intimate with you and hear how it’s a sin

All things come to light when it’s time
She just wanted you to accept and love her totally
And would not have went on without sharing why
Especially with you constantly being on her mind

So I thank you kindly for being kind to me
Loving and accepting me
Eventually making passionate love to me
I’m grateful that you understood why
That within my soul you loved a Transgendered Woman and not a guy
Without this experience you would still have a closed mind


Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
1/22/2006

[Transsexual702]

OUR MYSTERIOUS RELATIONSHIP


I wasn't the girl,
who you were meetin
What did I look like
Someone you thought was very attractive and extremely feminine
Not even close to being masculine

But yes I am sort of a girl and a guy
Who couldn't at 1st tell you
I was really just being me
Believe it or not some Transsexuals are Heterosexual just as you

I was lonely and wanted us to be together
I was being honest and didn't want to use any false pick-up lines
Just with you,
I wanted to spend all my quality time

75% Afro-American dominates my race
A Spanish-Italian that you are
There's no prejudice traced,
but I'm feeling something deep down within my heart

Now that I can tell you
The time I fooled you I was shy
You said that we just met and I'm falling in love
I said yes Sir,
and let me tell you why

I was so sure because we still made love to one another
It felt so damn good, I knew it wasn't a dream
Who cares what others will say,
but I know exactly what you mean

Mr. Figueroa, it was your kiss
I knew things were for the better,
because you remained in my world
But now you know I'm that Transgendered Woman who became your first girl

Remember Mr. Figueroa
It all started from a kiss

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
1/22/2006

[Transsexual702]

FEELINGS THAT NO LONGER HURT

Many people say that I shouldn't be living here
Deep down in my heart I reminisce upon the fear
And why should I break up with anyone that I love
When there is more than sex that we give

But I don't listen to what these bigots say
Know someone out there 4 me
who will honor and respect an Ethnic Transsexual
without considering me gay
Most try to break my heart, but they need to stop
I can recall my father saying that
I would someday feel like this, then I would say

It's too late to try and hurt me
My feelings doesn't change like the 4 seasons
of winter/fall, summer or spring
Some say that love is made 4 the opposite sex
But at this point of time in my life that isn't right
Will say it everyday & every night
It's too late to break my heart

Some say damn Ms. LyriCáh would make a beautiful woman
She’s just trapped inside a man
Those who claim to be true Christians don't make mistakes
So yes I can make them just like everybody can
But in my mind most just see
the genitals that were giving 2 me
Some want to be closer and closer
but just afraid of what others would think or say

It's much too late to try & hurt me
That's why I dedicate this poem to my loving supporting father
who was there no matter what I was becoming
He remained very inspiring
Some of you people think it's all about sex
I'm saying to all of you "No"
That it isn't right
But let me live my safe sex life
So believe me when I say
That it's much too late to break my heart

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
1/22/2006

[Transsexual702]

BECAUSE I LOVE YOU

I've met many men in my days
but none reminded me of you
I've slept and have had a few wet dreams
Being in control I was unable to do
A few partners played tricks on me
because I never knew
Til' this day I know what the reason is
But never mind, I'm falling in love with you

Come go away with me
I know that I can fulfill your every desire
Paradise you will be I guarantee
Bathing each other on the beach, afterwards marshmallows by the fire
Will you become my companion and fall in love
You're saying that you also feel it in your heart
I can't speak for the others
who wants to bring us down instead above
But you remain to love me and I love you too

Today was a wonderful day
I'm thankful for awakening next to you
And your daughter and son aren't in our way
Makes me want to make love
You're asking me how many times
I'm saying 1 and you're saying 2
Why would someone want me to leave my companion when there is love
Maybe they just can't admit it in their own hearts
I can't help that it was me that my man decided to love
and without him I wouldn't know what to do

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
1/22/2006

[Transsexual702]

THE ABUSE STILL LIVES ON


Thinking that they were the only four children in the world
from all the abuse and being neglected at home
She was born a boy, and then another boy and two girls
There were no pain that she could not recall
but no longer living in that home
so much abuse still carries on

I understand why she can never sleep
because of the things they all have been through
It's their mother who keeps taking this pattern out
So many drugs that were used
So many nights sleeping around with so many different guys
We who are fortunate can't complain
because it didn't go on in our lives

For many years they were kicked out
How in the hell can they survive living on the streets
I can see that they want things to be better in their lives
But where could the four of them go without the help of family

No questions it's their mother who we should blame
Please help them understand the reason why they're here
Then we all wonder why our children go insane
They are the ones who are hurt
Please stop and no more abusing our children my dear
Give your children a reason to be here without the fear
Love them unconditionally
Tell them that a higher spirit is always near

I would still love my child
If he wanted to be a girl
and if she wanted to be a boy
Because no matter what he or she would still be a part of me
I understand the true meaning of love
Education with experience starts in the home
We're not suppose to turn away from our babies
And you call yourself a Christian
I'm calling you a bigot and a hypocrite who just don't know

Families are suppose to bond and stay strong
Be there for one another whenever anything goes wrong
A place where all could be feed
A place where all could lay their heads
Not a place full of abuse, neglect and hatred by your own family
If those who don’t carry our blood can love us unconditionally
Tell me why can't we

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
1/22/2006

[Transsexual702]

REMEMBER YOU ARE A MARRIED MAN

Yes I'm friends with you
and will always be that dear
I also love you
being your friend I always will
I'm a friend that you can trust
When you say that your wife does not understand
but my loving friend honestly you can't become my man

You see I know your wife doesn't know where you're at all the time and that's fine
But you better believe she's listening to the rumors that others are spreading this time
I know that you enjoy visiting my place
But I just want you to understand
That you should really keep it in your pants

Now they're calling you gay
And calling me a Skezza
Though I do not care what anyone say
We will remain good friends anyway

So could you please tell your wife and girlfriends to stop fucking calling
You're not making things any better
Writing me love letters
Are you crazy
I mean don't get me wrong you're the coolest guys
Now you see what happens when you get high

You will always have a place right here in my heart
But friends only because we can not be sweethearts
Can't say your suffering is over
but if anybody could I'm sure your wife or girlfriend possibly could man
I can't believe you're trying to take me there
Do you even give a damn
What about your wife my friend

You see shit like this makes me mad
because I shouldn't have to share this with you
When you know that we can't do
Not me I'm your friend and you’re not my Beau
I think you really need to pray

Ms. LyriCáh V. Salazar
1/22/2006